Apologies for the delay.
I’ve been editing Categories as I intended to do some years ago. Really? Did I mark that many posts as “fiber arts”? I can’t seem to alter the size of the “fiber arts” category in the right column, and I’m thinking maybe I shouldn’t worry about it too much, given that only Tags are shown at the bottom of each of my entries. But maybe I can alter that, as well. It’s been a while since I’ve toyed around with WordPress.
I’m almost done with classes for now, though I am thinking of taking a class which in the past, at least, has been a prerequisite for other classes that I’m pretty clear on wanting to take. I’m also pretty clear that I’ll likely need the structure. What I really want to do is spend the summer being creative with beads, macrame and sewing/embroidery, but the big threat there is that I’ll just end up with my sleep schedule way out of whack. I suppose I could also apply for — or volunteer for — a different job which would give me additional work experience. Think outside the box, yeah? Though naming rote confinement as “the box” would seem to be a bit rote (…I’ll try and get off of this train of thought).
Plus; I can’t really make a good living off of beads, macrame and sewing/embroidery…at least not unless I put a lot of effort into it. Considering that three out of those four categories are newish to me, as well…it’s looking like I’m just trying to keep my mind stimulated. But I’ve read that people with my type of mind tend to do that, which makes me a good candidate for IT work, because I won’t mind learning new things routinely for the rest of the foreseeable future. Plus, IT actually does pay a living wage. I’m thinking of keeping my crafts as a self-sustaining/somewhat-profitable avocation (probably as a hobbyist, not a business — there are a lot of regulations for businesses that I didn’t realize were there until this last round of research papers) while going into Web Design as a way to stay alive.
The reason I’ve kept search engines out of this blog is that…well, privacy, anyone? It’s not like there’s much privacy online anyway, or that the world is actually trending toward being less connected, but being suddenly linked to the entire worldwide web — or anyone searching key terms, at least — is basically not having privacy. Right now it’s like being out in the open but having a burrow well-hidden amongst the leaves. Hiding in plain sight. (Maybe that’s just my totem talking to me, though.)
I already know that dealing with the general public is not one of the great joys of my life. In the past, this blog was linked to Ravelry, which is how I gained web traffic. At this point, the material here is a bit personal to link directly to my identity. It’s like the people I talk with online don’t know who I am, and the people who know me from real-world interaction, aren’t interested in my personal life. And I haven’t been back to Ravelry in a very, very long time.
But I am interested in starting up some dialogue with other crafters. My posts tend to be so long and intimidating to some, though, that they aren’t conducive to responses. I think people get to the beginning of the third paragraph and go into absorption mode instead of conversation mode. I know people read these things, they just don’t respond. And pushing for responses just gets bad responses.
Anyhow, I’ve probably written long enough. I have a couple of days to get my take-home Final done, and read the last chapter for my other class. I hate feeling like I’m behind, but I actually do think that the vast majority of people are doing worse than I am, so maybe I shouldn’t grate on myself too much.
All right. I think I’ll go and do something productive now, even if that is only something creative rather than career-related…